Photograph By: Pildriver
Beautiful, Thanks baby!
Tonight, I was talking to babi girl an she is so excited abt graduation. I'm Over The Moon. She was Only 4 when I joined LP, so a lot of U Know an have seen her Grow Up Thru Out the years. Well She will b graduating a year Early an she asked me, will everybody b older than her. I Do understand that she is a lil nervous. I hugged her an let her know that I know exactly how she feels cus I was also young when I entered college at UGA. OUR talk, We Both cried, laughed, jus reminisced abt Our travels that led us back here to Ga. Babi girl wants to Go to school in North Carolina, so for right now.. Looks like A Move is on the Horizon cus there is No way I will let Her B alone right now, so as long as she needs me, 'I Am Here'.. Even when she thinks she doesn't need me, 'I Am Here'..
I Dnt care how old u Get, We All have Fears.. I am dealing with some things right Now, 'Lord, Hold Me'.. Jus when u think u know someone.. Nah, God Shows Me so much.. I Dnt tell too many ppl cus Not All Believe, Nor will understand. U have to b around Me to know. I've spoken to a few ppl on the phone an some on FaceTime from LP. I have My reason for Not meeting some. I am Not able to tell u why, jus Know that some ppl U have to love from afar cus if I wasn't giving U what u needed via/phone.. Meeting Wud defeat the purpose. If I reach out to U, Trust Me when I say, it's Very RARE.. I'm More of a giver, PPL think jus cus Im a Dr that I can't b touched an that I cud Never Need Anything.. Let me tell u something, 'Even the Rich, Fall'.. No one is untouchable.. Even the ones who continue to judge me have No Clue.. I'm a child of 'The Most HIGH'.. So Talk abt me, Walk Away.. You're honestly doing Greatness, Opening Up The Fload-Gates. Some ppl Block Your Blessings with their Negativity.. God is So Good, When I Once thought certain ppl were For Me, God SHOWED ME.. Oh, No No.. STOP!.. What he/she meant for Evil, 'My Powers' Will Make U The Head, an Not The Tail.. U Will Become, The VICTOR An Not The Victim!! U c God is Control! Eventho I have Faith an put God First in Everything I Do.. I Still Mess Up an when I Ask God to forgive me, I know I'm Forgiven. My Heart Is Real.. My Tears are Real an My Love For ppl Is Real, So think before U set out to hurt Others, God Dont like Ugly!!
Lord, I ask u to Please Cover my mouth, 'Some ppl know NOT what they speak, to/at Me.. An I refuse to lower myself to their level. Take away any negativity an Wipe away my tears before they shed. Wash Me in The Blood Of Your Love Lord.. I Know, I don't Always do the right thing, So Continue To Teach Me 'Your Way'.. I Need U Right Now Lord, I'm so close to saying something I Know I will Regret, so with your unconditional love Lord, I will NOT Disappoint U.. 'I Will Walk Away'.. U c, I Go thru things as well an I Hav to talk My Way Thru Every Step an there is Only One who can get me thru it All.. 'Our Father'.. With that being said, I'm Gona go an get some rest now!!
Goodnite Fam,
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