T.G.S. , yes the BIRD is awesome and his site often gives me spiritual renewal. I love going there sometimes. There is no bickering, only people working together to solve the great mystery of the numbers.
I did jump to a conclusion. But, he put a scratch on my car, so to speak. I need to find a way to rub it out. I see his point and the reason I am not moving on with my idea is I don't know how to fix the problem. We really don't want a luckyhorse strolling by and swiping the flowers. I need to think on it awhile to find out how to protect the flowers from the animals.
My medical condition is not curable. Thru hard work and faith...it took me a year in the hospital and a year at home to rehabilitate. I still have relapses. I "bled" out last February. Hospital again for 3 weeks. But I am lucky. There are many people out there in worse shape. I now can walk and use all my faculties normally....where once I was paralyzed. If you saw me on the street you would never know. God blessed me with a wonderful man who I am proud to call my husband who wouldn't let me give up. God blessed me with 3 wonderful children who I am proud to call my children. My proudest day was when my son graduated from West Point and wanted to serve God and his Country. God blessed me with a wonderful mother who at 84 lifted me up when I was sick, constantly rubbing my legs and arms to make sure they didn't atrophy more, taking my hand in the hospital and saying,"I am not letting you die." A Mother's love is a great love. Those are the gifts that He has blessed me with. Whatever happens to me is God's Will. I will accept that.
So T.G.S., I don't give up easily. I just need to find a better way. I am thinking on it. Yes, I know about that Devil.......I am constantly fighting him off. I am unsure right now on which way to go. It will come in time; the answer always comes.