Good Morning, I Pray Everyone has a Beautiful Day! I have been away from LP, I have been thinking on what I should do.. Take a break or jus walk away all together an Never look back. I have tried, lord Knows, I have tried to assist Anyone who asks Me.. I'm NOT on lp All the time.. I had Over 40pgs of messages to read by different members an I simply Don't have that kind of time to read Every pm in one day but I do try to answer in a timely manner.. If u pm me Abt playing lottery for you an you get very upset cus I haven't replied, more than likely, 'I won't' play for you cus how would u act when I'm actually playing for U an things Don't go your way, it'll b hell an I Refuse to get caught Up in some mess.. Real Talk! I have some Special members here that Know me so well, they reach out to me on a much personal level to Keep Me advised, kinda snap me back to reality of Opening my eyes to the fact that Not Everyone wants to wish me well, so B careful. My heart cares so much abt ppl.. That when some members become so dedicated to Uplifting me everyday, showing concern.. I Open up a lil more outside of Lp. I use to B extremely quiet an private on/off lp but Always Willing to lend a hand to anyone who asks me, while at the same time ppl plotting to hurt me, 'Where they do that at? I've been kind to everyone here. No one Knows the constant attacks I Receive unless I tell u. PPL we're Not in high school, I Will Continue to Keep it classy cus I was raised to have Integrity. We R on the Internet, where I am sure millions of ppl read our thoughts.. There is No need to come on here acting a hot mess. We can Never Grow as a ppl cus So many cant B happy when the other succeeds. I'm a Leader, Not A Follower.. So when a member comes to me talking abt another member, I Hav NO Comment an when members come to me abt what other members have said abt Me, 'I Keep My Eyes An Ears Open on Both Ends'.. So Much Evil in this world, really sad! Jealousy is such an Ugly Disease.. I have to focus on what's Most important to me right now an Thats my family.. So many ppl have reached out to me since my 20th Anni, saying they were happy for me, then turn around and say nasty things like, Storm.. U r not perfect, etc.. Let me tell Everybody Up In Here that I Never pretend to B Perfect, I Spit Tha Real an Only Deal With Tha Real.. An with that being said, some ppl jus can't handle The Truth an can't B happy for anyone else cus they r so miserable.. I'm Not going to entertain your bullshyt, so when I walk away from speaking to U.. You'll know why? I am Not here to lie to ppl, what do I have to gain from doing so, 'Nada'.. I Give numbers an sometimes I like to share LIFE Experiences and that's My choice, if U Don't Wana read what I have to say, then by all means.. Keep it moving, 'Your choice'.. The pain that I have endured on here has been from ppl I let into my life outside of lp.. Only a few, when I let u in my heart an U for whatever reason listen to what other ppl say abt me, who Don't even f'n know me an U then question our friendship.. To Me, I feel betrayed an that U R Starting To Drink The lp Hater Kool aide. Don't f*k me over trying to B my friend when u working with the enemy!! I won't Allow this experience to make me bitter.. It'll definitely make me better. God Knows How to Turn Our Mess into A Message. One last thing, When I post numbers, those are the numbers to play, right now.. I will Not do Any breakdowns this Week. I am getting my daughter ready an prepared to travel an she is my main focus .. I will start breakdowns again on Monday JULY 6th.
Have a Safe 4th Of July!!
Love, Storm